Vinolia Sim
Chayemba
16.09.1991
TK&SD Sutomo 1
FMSS 1b 2d 3f 4f
SP Biomedical Science
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Wednesday, February 16, 2011
The feeling you got when you are sitting, and facing your laptop in Starbucks, blogging, its amazing. Its like a sudden inspiration that falls onto you, to blog one again.
I have lost the touch of blogging, the way i describe how I feel, it is no longer the same as how it used to be. And I seriously need to improve on that.
I miss how direct and honest I was to myself last time. It was much better then, when you just simply live through your life, treasuring every single thing you possessed, without critizing and trying to find fault in every single thing around you. - thats what happened to me during my hiatus.
I tried to blog, but it couldn't be my daily routine. It was always on and off. just like how I lived my life for the past 1 year or so. I am slowly getting tired of all of those uncertainties which was self-inflicted. The same goes to my boyfriend. I didn't treasure him, until the point when I was close to losing him did I realise that I actually cant live without him. That struck me real hard.
Pharmacology papers are finally over today. Open book test was amazingly alright, despite needing more time and rushing through the last few questions with few words answers. I was glad that I could refer most of the answers from the internet and I hope that what I had written was correct. Closed book test afterwards was disappointing getting only 14/20, while most of the classmates got at least 16 and beyond. Getting this kind of results always demoralize me, maybe due to the fact that I studied pretty hard for this. Why is it that I always get such result?!
Fuck it. On the lighter note, I am finally going to meet Nina after so long! We were supposed to meet last week for dance and also class outing, but she was down with bad bad flu, and she was not fit at all to step out of house, well IMAGINE.. the severity of her flu... (not that we dont know that youre down with flu 300+day per year). Oh, how I feel so evil now..
Fuck it. On the lighter note, I am finally going to meet Nina after so long! We were supposed to meet last week for dance and also class outing, but she was down with bad bad flu, and she was not fit at all to step out of house, well IMAGINE.. the severity of her flu... (not that we dont know that youre down with flu 300+day per year). Oh, how I feel so evil now..
So, I am gonna continue to study my clinical chem while waiting for her to come.
Sunday, December 07, 2008
Fashion show MEN are seriously damn HAWT
and orgasmic....
they are just so beautfiul
and their smile
that are so charming yet agonizing
i wasmelting...
one is enough
but there were 3 there.....
i was way beyond melted
is there even any word to describe that state?
how i hope there are such
beautiful men in singapore....
too bad there isnt any pic of them
to satisfy me now
damn my low batt handphone!!!
so i m convincing myself
that i have a photographic memory =)
alright, enough about HOT men!
this is exclusively for those who went to watch bolt last thusrday
IMAGINE ( just imagine)
erase that rhino away from your mind
imagine that js is in this ball
I think it'll fit just nice
we can go steal that ball from PS and try to put him inside =)
HAHAHA
ohno i feel so evil now.
sorry js, i am just joking alright..
anw dear got a new slipper today
at least its not those gay sandal
its some fake version of birks
from bata
ohwell! its nice though =)
YAY! tomorrow meeting
slay, el nino and grace for dance!
miss their rubbish to bits
and orgasmic....
they are just so beautfiul
and their smile
that are so charming yet agonizing
i was
one is enough
but there were 3 there.....
i was way beyond melted
is there even any word to describe that state?
how i hope there are such
beautiful men in singapore....
too bad there isnt any pic of them
to satisfy me now
damn my low batt handphone!!!
so i m convincing myself
that i have a photographic memory =)
alright, enough about HOT men!
this is exclusively for those who went to watch bolt last thusrday
IMAGINE ( just imagine)
erase that rhino away from your mind
I think it'll fit just nice
we can go steal that ball from PS and try to put him inside =)
HAHAHA
ohno i feel so evil now.
sorry js, i am just joking alright..
anw dear got a new slipper today
at least its not those gay sandal
its some fake version of birks
from bata
ohwell! its nice though =)
YAY! tomorrow meeting
slay, el nino and grace for dance!
miss their rubbish to bits
Labels: Hot men
i want to work in starbucks
5dollars an hour
does it worth???
5dollars an hour
does it worth???
Saturday, December 06, 2008
MET LOVER TODAY!!!
omg she is so white now
like snow white.
okay bad comparison...
actually she looks the same except the skin colour and better fashion sense.
and omg, your SLANG
whats with your australian slang!
I prefer your singlish le! HAHA
but we didnt get to eat dinner tgt
coz she had to eat with her parents!
and she had eaten LA MIEN without me
omg that is like the food that detones our LOVE for each other =(
met dear afterwards
was supposed to eat atAshton
but after pshycoing him about how low class and quality Ashton is,
we decided to go other place for dinner!
HE TREATED me today! LOL
went around all the way from PS to City hall just to decide where to eat.
we are always like that,
when we are overbudget we wont be able to decide where
when we are underbudget we will also wont be able to decide where to eat.
i had to choose from :
NEWYORKNEWYORK
some steamboat buffet that cost $52 for 2
House of Sundanese $ 46 for 2
Kenny Rorgers $39.60 for 2
in the end we chose to eat at kenny rorgers and we got cheated!
after addition of drink and the ++ it accumulates to $47!
i felt so cheated =( and the food was quite alright
except it was not fulling enough
until he almost wanted to buy a bread after the meal.
and i even heard from him that the aunties cook all the meal there!!! wtf right
charge us so expensive!
and it makes us full more of the sidedish
but not the chicken of the ribs! LOL
for some reason, i feel so FULL now.
ah getting fat already and ADnD is in 3 more days!
must look slim! =(
btw saw bird today in PS :)
omg she is so white now
like snow white.
okay bad comparison...
actually she looks the same except the skin colour and better fashion sense.
and omg, your SLANG
whats with your australian slang!
I prefer your singlish le! HAHA
but we didnt get to eat dinner tgt
coz she had to eat with her parents!
and she had eaten LA MIEN without me
omg that is like the food that detones our LOVE for each other =(
met dear afterwards
was supposed to eat at
but after pshycoing him about how low class and quality Ashton is,
we decided to go other place for dinner!
HE TREATED me today! LOL
went around all the way from PS to City hall just to decide where to eat.
we are always like that,
when we are overbudget we wont be able to decide where
when we are underbudget we will also wont be able to decide where to eat.
i had to choose from :
NEWYORKNEWYORK
some steamboat buffet that cost $52 for 2
House of Sundanese $ 46 for 2
Kenny Rorgers $39.60 for 2
in the end we chose to eat at kenny rorgers and we got cheated!
after addition of drink and the ++ it accumulates to $47!
i felt so cheated =( and the food was quite alright
except it was not fulling enough
until he almost wanted to buy a bread after the meal.
and i even heard from him that the aunties cook all the meal there!!! wtf right
charge us so expensive!
and it makes us full more of the sidedish
but not the chicken of the ribs! LOL
for some reason, i feel so FULL now.
ah getting fat already and ADnD is in 3 more days!
must look slim! =(
btw saw bird today in PS :)
Labels: met lover...
wth
on the way to cityhall to meet farah and the rest,
i saw like 3 lambo and 1 ferrari and more than 6 convertibles
i was like OMG .singaporeans are rich people.
economic recession and people gging around driving BMW convertibles.
how do they manage to be so rich?
there is something to bitch about today
FARAH AND CASPAR!! LOL
i was like imagining 'what if' they get together.
the fellowship people will scream in madness
and i will SLAP her.
yes farah, i will slap you!
your thought of caspar being hot is enough to let you havedreams about him in the coming days weeks and months.
and alston saw you hugging him. beware farah. or should i say beware, caspar?
what do people think when they see this picture?
FSB band. though they are not that fabolous
but i was once part of them
that red blazer
that blends in with the surrounding
through band i get to know handy
through band i get to be good friends with jessica and claire
through band i get to be in love once with animated monkey
through band i get to feel the stare of a sundal bolong
through band i get to love music
throguh band i get to be part of SUP
through band i get to go home late
through band i get to know weird and mad people like me
through band i get to suffer under the baton of SSS
something is lacking
something that i used to do a lot
back in secondary school days
back in that place
i just realize how much i miss to be part of the band.
its not the instrument that i love to play
its just the sense of belonging
its just the music that we create
no matter how stress my day
everytime i step into the band
i felt relaxed, winded up, peaceful
and i miss that feeling
the feeling of wanting to go back
to the place that i love to be at
and the only way now
is to be part of SPSB
something that i will consider next year.
on the way to cityhall to meet farah and the rest,
i saw like 3 lambo and 1 ferrari and more than 6 convertibles
i was like OMG .singaporeans are rich people.
economic recession and people gging around driving BMW convertibles.
how do they manage to be so rich?
there is something to bitch about today
FARAH AND CASPAR!! LOL
i was like imagining 'what if' they get together.
the fellowship people will scream in madness
and i will SLAP her.
yes farah, i will slap you!
your thought of caspar being hot is enough to let you have
and alston saw you hugging him. beware farah. or should i say beware, caspar?
what do people think when they see this picture?FSB band. though they are not that fabolous
but i was once part of them
that red blazer
that blends in with the surrounding
through band i get to know handy
through band i get to be good friends with jessica and claire
through band i get to be in love once with animated monkey
through band i get to feel the stare of a sundal bolong
through band i get to love music
throguh band i get to be part of SUP
through band i get to go home late
through band i get to know weird and mad people like me
through band i get to suffer under the baton of SSS
something is lacking
something that i used to do a lot
back in secondary school days
back in that place
i just realize how much i miss to be part of the band.
its not the instrument that i love to play
its just the sense of belonging
its just the music that we create
no matter how stress my day
everytime i step into the band
i felt relaxed, winded up, peaceful
and i miss that feeling
the feeling of wanting to go back
to the place that i love to be at
and the only way now
is to be part of SPSB
the feeling is unbearable
there you are
a few seats away from me
yet it feels like miles away
just a smile from you
will brighten up my day
a glance form you
will fill my empty day
that crowded place that
we have been in so far
yet you are the only one
that have caught my attention
that gives me motivation
to live each and every day
with all the wonderful people around you
too busy to notice aside
someone who is struggling hard
against this unbearable feeling.....
Just a smile from you
will brighten up my day
a glance form you
will fill my empty day
there you are
a few seats away from me
yet it feels like miles away
just a smile from you
will brighten up my day
a glance form you
will fill my empty day
that crowded place that
we have been in so far
yet you are the only one
that have caught my attention
that gives me motivation
to live each and every day
with all the wonderful people around you
too busy to notice aside
someone who is struggling hard
against this unbearable feeling.....
Just a smile from you
will brighten up my day
a glance form you
will fill my empty day
Labels: Just a smile from you
Friday, December 05, 2008
LOVER IS COMING BACK TONIGHT!!!!!!! =)
i wanted to fetch
but i couldn't
but she secretly hoped that, she could go back fast
so i shall meet her tomorrow the
i wanted to fetch
but i couldn't
but she secretly hoped that, she could go back fast
so i shall meet her tomorrow the
Labels: LOVER
blogging seems to be my past time! ah wells.
MST IS OVER!!
woooots
but i don't feel much different leh.
to fall sick on the last day of MST is something that you will really not look forward to...
feel like zombie after paper yet went out with our class people to watch BOLTS!
and after the show i can even conclude that SHAW cinema sucks like shit.
normally when you sit on the seat, the person's head in front of you will block u right.,
but then when you go to shaw, its the SEAT in front that will block me...
if this happens to me, i wonder what will be the fate of those shorter than me. HEHE. ( you know who i m talking about )
the show was alright, kinda expected
with some tiny bits of funny stuff here and there.
some sentimental bits too =)
AND WE HAVE ONCE COME TO CONCLUSION, that
JIASHENG is the HAMSTER = RHINO!!
lol he is really like jiasheng! OMG in every aspect ( look, attitude, behaviour, blah blah )
LOLOL
wanted to laugh till i die man.
after that we were supposed to go to the arcade, but guessed i was too sick to go
then i went back home with Novell ( who was supoosed to go to work =.= ) and Michelle!
glad that she accompanied me home,
if not i might even fainted on the way =)
and we shared our thoughts.
her thoughts about...................
HAHAHHAHAHHA
slept once i read home.
baoren was supposed to come and visit me at 6 pm
bt then he was damn late. reached ard 7plus and its okay
coz i was still sleepingggggggg
shit sia.. if i wasnt sick ytd we were supposed to go for BUFFET lor.
damn!
sth wich i LOVE to do so much, yet i cant!!!
he went to buy some herbal tea from EU YAN SENG
omg so sweet of him!!
THANKSSSSSS dear. hahaha
even though i know how much it cost :p
hahahahhaha.
alright thats about how much i can do when i am sick.
and that really sucks.
doesnt feel like end of MST at all.
bleh.
looking forward to tmr! please letme recover by tmr!!!!
*DANCE at Nina's old house ( OMG I MISS THEM SO MUCH, esp my poo-ing buddy)
*FSB band concert at SCH ( heard they are damn good now. gotta prove it myself )
MST IS OVER!!
woooots
but i don't feel much different leh.
to fall sick on the last day of MST is something that you will really not look forward to...
feel like zombie after paper yet went out with our class people to watch BOLTS!
and after the show i can even conclude that SHAW cinema sucks like shit.
normally when you sit on the seat, the person's head in front of you will block u right.,
but then when you go to shaw, its the SEAT in front that will block me...
if this happens to me, i wonder what will be the fate of those shorter than me. HEHE. ( you know who i m talking about )
the show was alright, kinda expected
with some tiny bits of funny stuff here and there.
some sentimental bits too =)
AND WE HAVE ONCE COME TO CONCLUSION, that
JIASHENG is the HAMSTER = RHINO!!
lol he is really like jiasheng! OMG in every aspect ( look, attitude, behaviour, blah blah )
LOLOL
wanted to laugh till i die man.
after that we were supposed to go to the arcade, but guessed i was too sick to go
then i went back home with Novell ( who was supoosed to go to work =.= ) and Michelle!
glad that she accompanied me home,
if not i might even fainted on the way =)
and we shared our thoughts.
her thoughts about...................
HAHAHHAHAHHA
slept once i read home.
baoren was supposed to come and visit me at 6 pm
bt then he was damn late. reached ard 7plus and its okay
coz i was still sleepingggggggg
shit sia.. if i wasnt sick ytd we were supposed to go for BUFFET lor.
damn!
sth wich i LOVE to do so much, yet i cant!!!
he went to buy some herbal tea from EU YAN SENG
omg so sweet of him!!
THANKSSSSSS dear. hahaha
even though i know how much it cost :p
hahahahhaha.
alright thats about how much i can do when i am sick.
and that really sucks.
doesnt feel like end of MST at all.
bleh.
looking forward to tmr! please letme recover by tmr!!!!
*DANCE at Nina's old house ( OMG I MISS THEM SO MUCH, esp my poo-ing buddy)
*FSB band concert at SCH ( heard they are damn good now. gotta prove it myself )
Labels: MST OVER.. but i m sick
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
something is lacking
something that i used to do a lot
back in secondary school days
back in that place
i just realize how much i miss to be part of the band.
its not the instrument that i love to play
its just the sense of belonging
its just the music that we create
no matter how stress my day
everytime i step into the band
i felt relaxed, winded up, peaceful
and i miss that feeling
the feeling of wanting to go back
to the place that i love to be at
and the only way now
is to be part of SPSB
something that i will consider next year.
something that i used to do a lot
back in secondary school days
back in that place
i just realize how much i miss to be part of the band.
its not the instrument that i love to play
its just the sense of belonging
its just the music that we create
no matter how stress my day
everytime i step into the band
i felt relaxed, winded up, peaceful
and i miss that feeling
the feeling of wanting to go back
to the place that i love to be at
and the only way now
is to be part of SPSB
something that i will consider next year.
Labels: my passion for band
Monday, November 03, 2008
the feeling is unbearable
there you are
a few seats away from me
yet it feels like miles away
just a smile from you
will brighten up my day
a glance form you
will fill my empty day
that crowded place that
we have been in so far
yet you are the only one
that have caught my attention
that gives me motivation
to live each and every day
with all the wonderful people around you
too busy to notice aside
someone who is struggling hard
against this unbearable feeling.....
Just a smile from you
will brighten up my day
a glance form you
will fill my empty day
there you are
a few seats away from me
yet it feels like miles away
just a smile from you
will brighten up my day
a glance form you
will fill my empty day
that crowded place that
we have been in so far
yet you are the only one
that have caught my attention
that gives me motivation
to live each and every day
with all the wonderful people around you
too busy to notice aside
someone who is struggling hard
against this unbearable feeling.....
Just a smile from you
will brighten up my day
a glance form you
will fill my empty day
Labels: Just a smile from you
Saturday, November 01, 2008
"for I know the plans that I have for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to give you hope and a FUTURE." jeremiah 29:11
i haven't encounter something so coincidental in my entire life till now..
nat msned me telling me that her friend is CLS assistant pub head.
and she has been in the same class with that person for 8 years!
and that person is bird.
and she is even in my class now
and what is more shocking is that,
she is supposed to be in CJ, but she gave up her place.
and she took BCME, so she would have been in the same class as me, if i were to stay there!
and she is my classmate! and my clubmate!
thus i can conclude that this world is very very small!
or i mean singapore!
okayy. i havent been updating my blog for 2 weeks alrready! well coz i find nothing paticular to blog about.. except some small things that is going on here and there!
this means that my 3 weeks of school is filled with nothingness!
it is not as bad as i expect though..
my classmates are getting better, more lifely and stuff
but i still feel that we are just classmates you know! ohwell!
this feeeling is improving eversince? and i think that is a good thing!
31st october!! HALOWEEN!
went to brewerkz just now with fellow comrades, celesty, nina, claire, biyang, potato and amos!
had 4 samplers beer and 1 tower (4000ml)of beer ( well i have forgotten the name ). and this is the first time that i drink so much beer. it tasted nice! and addictive! its not very strong compared to other beers that i have tasted like the octoberfest, carlsberg, tiger, etc.
the taste of the malt is just nice! so yeah i drank almost a litre of that today!
felt so gooD! so high!
it was one of the happiest i have ever felt in these few weeks.
there was nothing to worry about
nothing to think about
its just laughter and drinking and laughter and drinking...
i feeel that, that was the time that i could ever be myself
when i am with them....
my true self
my face was red after drinking one mug of it.
but i wasnt drunk and i never get drunk!
unlike amos, who was claming to the whole world that he was drunk! >< style="font-weight: bold;">the first bank of celesty hell lots of money, we decide to feed on turkish ice cream instead!
pictures are all in claire's camera!
coming on the way.........
nat msned me telling me that her friend is CLS assistant pub head.
and she has been in the same class with that person for 8 years!
and that person is bird.
and she is even in my class now
and what is more shocking is that,
she is supposed to be in CJ, but she gave up her place.
and she took BCME, so she would have been in the same class as me, if i were to stay there!
and she is my classmate! and my clubmate!
thus i can conclude that this world is very very small!
or i mean singapore!
okayy. i havent been updating my blog for 2 weeks alrready! well coz i find nothing paticular to blog about.. except some small things that is going on here and there!
this means that my 3 weeks of school is filled with nothingness!
it is not as bad as i expect though..
my classmates are getting better, more lifely and stuff
but i still feel that we are just classmates you know! ohwell!
this feeeling is improving eversince? and i think that is a good thing!
31st october!! HALOWEEN!
went to brewerkz just now with fellow comrades, celesty, nina, claire, biyang, potato and amos!
had 4 samplers beer and 1 tower (4000ml)of beer ( well i have forgotten the name ). and this is the first time that i drink so much beer. it tasted nice! and addictive! its not very strong compared to other beers that i have tasted like the octoberfest, carlsberg, tiger, etc.
the taste of the malt is just nice! so yeah i drank almost a litre of that today!
felt so gooD! so high!
it was one of the happiest i have ever felt in these few weeks.
there was nothing to worry about
nothing to think about
its just laughter and drinking and laughter and drinking...
i feeel that, that was the time that i could ever be myself
when i am with them....
my true self
my face was red after drinking one mug of it.
but i wasnt drunk and i never get drunk!
unlike amos, who was claming to the whole world that he was drunk! >< style="font-weight: bold;">the first bank of celesty hell lots of money, we decide to feed on turkish ice cream instead!
pictures are all in claire's camera!
coming on the way.........
Labels: coincidence