officially 8 more hours before i end up in the penguin's office today.
so will i be awake and count every minute every second i have before i lie on my deathbed..
sometime i really wonder why did i end up in this state.

1.did i pon school too much?
2.did i really have that 'attitiude' problem => that's what the mask said.
3.or its just simply i didnt do well and thus she wants to encourage me?

well it cant be the third point. as what every body knows about the penguin. She is the unique one. haha. she will probably shout and scream at you hysterically when you enter her office or maybe she just point a gun at you and say 'you are dead.there is no point of return' or she can just ask you to sit down and talk to you in a nice and calm manner. who the heck doesnt want the third action whereby she ask you to sit down and talk nicely?

but i must see her straight after assembly. do you think it is the situation whereby she will waste your lesson time talking to you nicely in her office?
okok. i really have a wild imagination. i have never been in the principal office before. or yes i had ever been before but not ALONE. ALONE!!!! ahh.and i rather be in a group of people and got scolding tgt than having a private time with her although i should feel honoured because she wants to talk to me alone.. =(

preparation that should be done :
1 new fairfield socks which i bought today
2 new hair pins which i also bought today in bookshop
3 my old old addidas shoes that is super dirty and black that cant exactly see the pink colour unlike my converse
4 fully zipped uniform and tie.
5 knee length skirt
6 INNOCENT face

yea. i am going to look undeniably NICE tommorow and e penguin will get 'high' when she sees me such that she will ask me to return to my class...
yes and i am immagining stuff which i m not suppose to.
i am suppose to feel scared and worry of what may happen tomorrow.
but what am i feeling now? i m feeling HIGH and curious? bullshit. vinolia you need to face it man. tmr is YOUR day.. GOGO!! ><
ok people just pray for me ya, that she wouldnt do the 1st or 2nd action towards me such as shouting and screaming, pointing a gun at me and the most important thing is not to call my parents and guardians. i really dont want to burden my parents with these kind of lame stuff for having 'attitude problem' which is shown in my malay which i find it utterly not connected to why must i see the penguin thanx. in jesus name i pray, AMen..........
<===== i think this is whats going to happen to me tomorrow.. whish me luck

Labels: countdown to meeting with the penguin from south pole

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