the penguin didnt come to schl! or at least i didnt see penguin today.
as i expected. haha. praise God. hallelujah.
but i have done all the preparation. i had purposely buy new pair of socks, pins, and comb up all my fringes that it looked super neat and tidy and my new socks that kept going up after walking for a few steps. dont i look awful with my without my fringes?

well i feel weird and not confident. hahah tho alot of people says it actually look nice on me. fion complimented me, cikgu was shocked, bx,julia,joy was shocked to see me while nina farah celesty claire almost fainted. haha. was it that bad afterall?

today was quite a terrible day. i couldnt concentrate well in class i think because i have been sleeping very late these few days. but at least i listened in amath chem and phsy, but i didnt write down notes for amath. ah. need to copy from fellow nina again. she is used to letting me copy her notes. haha =)
today mdm toh was behaving very weird, i was being interrogated by her.. lol i know she is concern about my wellbeing. ah.

ok let me tell you the sequence.

1. vinolia. are you ohkay. what happen to you arh. how come your result like that/ other subs also didnt do well right..?
ans: hmm yea i am ok.. 'i shook my head' i dont know?

2. are you sure you are ohkay? you are doing fine?
ans: hmm yea i am doing fine, err ya ok?

3.no family problems? or are you feeling stress? cant cope with school works?
ans: no la. stress? abit? haha. can cope what. normal lho

4. ahh lazy is it? see lah never do works ah.. [[nina: see what i told ya. lazy!]]
ans: hmm no la.i got pay attention in claass what only sometime i will be a bit distracted.i got go to jurong library everyday to study ok.its nina who never follow me..

5. ah.. got boyfriend already is it.. nina feel bad what being lampost. {f**k}???? see now become so pretty. really got boyfriend ah. hayo.
ans: no lor. i m very hardworking one. see i pass up the graph alr 1st thing in the morning. {graph homework which i was suppose to pass up today}


omg.why would mdm toh ask me those sort of questions. did i look like i have alot of problems? and suffers from deppresion? yea. and i am really depressed now. feel that i have dissapointed mdm toh alot. and i actually dont even know what had happen to me. why did i do until so bad.. maybe i didnt practice hard enough? woah.
nina also gave me alot of pressure. but i believe the pressure is for good purpose. now i have to prove to her that i can get A1 for both my math. another reason why i should get my 1 for maths. besides.

1.wanting to get at most 10 points for prelim so that can go to ACJC
2.want to be able to excel to my potential as i believe i have potential in maths considering i always get 85%++ in sec1 and 2
3.dont want my money to go to waste as i had spend alot of money investing in good tuition teacher whom i believe will help me to excel in my maths.
4.want to have sense of achievement
5.do not want to dissapoint mdm toh, and every teacher who teaches me.
6.PROVE to nina and jessica. for jessica that i am better than her and will always be. for nina that i can get my A1!
7.for GOD


I was so happy that i am not in s2e, not because of the impression that others will give but its about self pride? hmm actually not about that too. at some point i wil want to go to s2e coz of the good learning system that will discipline ourselves to study and revise and complete our homework. but sometime i die die dont want to get in because i am worry about the impression other pp willl give when i go there.

and there is actually 3 people in our class who must go for s2e. hmm keith chingyang and junjer i think. ok.keith, dont be sad yea, i am sure that the teachers are trying to help you in your studies and pray that the s2e will actually help you improve in your result. for chingyang i think its a good decision to let him go to s2e. so that he can discipline himself. chingyang is actually smart! lol

anyway i cant wait till 29th of may! which is our service learning day! i have been too engrossed in my imagination of e service learning. haha. and plan to stay over at the airport the night before. sounds cool eh. haha.

anw. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOEL!!! =) you have grown one year older!

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