there came in mr firhad into the bus 198 that had stopped at buona vista bustop.. with his dao look he smile wickedly at me and sat somewhere across me.his tote back actually look nice on him despite being curse by whoever that see him carrying tt gayish bag >< unbelievable! what a nice encounter in e bus eh.anw it has been a great morning to look at this BIO legendary teacher actually sitting accorss me in bus without acknowledging each other.!

my entire morning was filled with anxiety of what are the grades that i m going to get when Nina told me that mdm toh had actually asked them what happen to me. the way she described it to me is like.waoh i failed till so badly.... my heart skipped a bit and continued with irregular heartbeat. i was actually thinking that i was going to die. woah. i cant possibly fail emath right. i mean i hadnt get any B fr emath for exam since sec1 and i actually fail it in sec4.?! i know mdm toh was concerned about me.. i m glad.. but at the same time i feel that i have dissapointed her alot. I had promise to get my A1 for this midyear but i got b3 instead.
i actually wasted 16marks on my graph and 6 marks on my numberpattern.. kao right. one thing i am glad is that i didnt make as much careless mistake as last time which is quite a great improvement. but damn TRANSFORMATION? who the heck in the right mind would get 3/11 for transformation? ME! of course.and another graph i onli got 4.5.... haiz.
VINOLIA. u ARE DAMN WEAK IN GRAPH> GO AND DO A GRAPH QUESTION EVERYDAY FOR 3 MONTHS! do you think i will get my full marks for graph by then? haha i could have gotten my a2 if i din make dis paticular mistake on my mensuration which cost me 3.5 marks.! ah. damn...

anw my amath is more depressing. my aim is 69/80!! i knw 69 is a sexy no. that is why my aim is 69! hahaah.. but in the end i get almost half of what i expected! damn. damn and damn. mostly careless mistakes. who the heck will get wrong for inverse matrix? ME!!! ahh everything is me!.... i was utterly at lost when i recieve my paper. my tuition teacher expect me to get A la.. how am i going to telll him my marks now! ah...

well the one thing that i can be proud of is my ENGLISH! i passed! amazingly. e first time in this year that i passed my compo and well compre! and i get c5! i made an improvement. and i wish i can futher improve on it not deprove! reading books actually help! its amazing. i become more creative now. and i guess i just have to read MORE and MORE books to improve my english futher. well my nex target is not high but i am very contented with b4. so i will all give it to GOD.
another thing to be proud of is my combine humans. i actually get a2 for the first time in my life. ooo.. all thanx to history.. actually my ss did kinda bad with 16 marks. but my hist pulled me up! well hope that i can maintain that standard? then i will be safe for my humans >< amen..

all my other results are not worth to be commented and talked about. becoz all screwed up.who in the right mind get 9 for malay?ME! me again! me again! ahhh. i basically screwed up my entire midyear paper tho i kinda study quite hard compared to last year. but why did i still screw up? I DONT KNOW. well i need to know so that i can improve!
but i will asure myself to get all 1 for all sci and maths. with exeption of b4 for my eng a2 for malay and humans! will i get it? YES i will for the sake of acjc! yes acjc! no other than that!

i am kinda worry about farah too. how can she drop till like that getting around the same mark as me which is TERRIBLE la. hayo wad did you do farah? have you not study hard too? hmm well if that is so, lets chiong!!
jessica said that i used to be smarter than her last time n now she beat me like shit. well since u ask wat happen to me? i will jus say nothing happen. the REAL War haven is jus ABOUT to start. beware ><
the real war is in 3 months time and now is preparation time for me n you and everybody who is sec4 this year in this universe. am i right? yes i do. and i know its lame =)

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