Vinolia Sim
Chayemba
16.09.1991
TK&SD Sutomo 1
FMSS 1b 2d 3f 4f
SP Biomedical Science
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Sunday, June 24, 2007
i dont know how to describe how i feel now.
the feeling of loneliness deep inside me. that cant be described with words.
the feeling of him, my father, my lovely father, whose face i cant see anymore tomorrow.
as he walked away from me.. carrying 2heavy bags with him towards the bustop miles away from my block. tears seemed to roll down my cheeks, but. i told myself not to...
STOP BEING SO SAD VINOLIA, you are going to see him soon! in less than a month. at last, I Hold back my tears.. went up to my house, still feeling empty inside...............
i have spent the entire today and yesterday with him, venturing all sorts of seller frm watch to ivory to the flea market in chinatown. yes, its only 2 days. but in this 2 days i learnt ALOt of valuable things in my life and him. things that not everyone can learn frm anybody.. the times that i spent with him seemed to pass so fast.
a few days ago, i was filled with joy to think that i will be able to see my dear father coming to singapore. but that happiness is all filled with sorrow now after the 2 days had passed. i am hoping that i was just dreaming and i wanted to go back to yesterday when i just met him before we start our 2 days journey together.
although i didnt show my true feeling to him, i m sure he can feel the pain inside my heart to be apart from him. the feelings in 2 days just grow so deep that tears just cant stop rolling down. the pain is slashing my heart into pieces.
but all i can do now is to thank god for giving me a wonderful 2 days with him and hope that he can come back to singapore on the 13th next month as planned.. in jesus name i prayed, AMEN.
the feeling of loneliness deep inside me. that cant be described with words.
the feeling of him, my father, my lovely father, whose face i cant see anymore tomorrow.
as he walked away from me.. carrying 2heavy bags with him towards the bustop miles away from my block. tears seemed to roll down my cheeks, but. i told myself not to...
STOP BEING SO SAD VINOLIA, you are going to see him soon! in less than a month. at last, I Hold back my tears.. went up to my house, still feeling empty inside...............
i have spent the entire today and yesterday with him, venturing all sorts of seller frm watch to ivory to the flea market in chinatown. yes, its only 2 days. but in this 2 days i learnt ALOt of valuable things in my life and him. things that not everyone can learn frm anybody.. the times that i spent with him seemed to pass so fast.
a few days ago, i was filled with joy to think that i will be able to see my dear father coming to singapore. but that happiness is all filled with sorrow now after the 2 days had passed. i am hoping that i was just dreaming and i wanted to go back to yesterday when i just met him before we start our 2 days journey together.
although i didnt show my true feeling to him, i m sure he can feel the pain inside my heart to be apart from him. the feelings in 2 days just grow so deep that tears just cant stop rolling down. the pain is slashing my heart into pieces.
but all i can do now is to thank god for giving me a wonderful 2 days with him and hope that he can come back to singapore on the 13th next month as planned.. in jesus name i prayed, AMEN.