Vinolia Sim
Chayemba
16.09.1991
TK&SD Sutomo 1
FMSS 1b 2d 3f 4f
SP Biomedical Science
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Saturday, September 15, 2007
meeting the sultan for dinner today. i shall not talk what happen before that coz it isnt really a very nice experiences tho as if my life is brighten up by the sultan
ohwell the sultan is actually mr firhad something bin rohani... went to his house to fetch the majesty to the dinner. so sweet of him to help us booked the table at the restaurant..
went to his house. these were a few things we see down there :
living room with handy being some retarded blocking my view
a quick scenario of the living room
overall its quite a nice house with simple yet nice design. give it 4/5. i have yet to see the bedrooms though.. and i really hope that my mom will allow me to stay there
ohya i have just met my brother yesterday. i realised i have another brother named max and i dont really want to revealed him to the whole world. basically for some few reasons below:
he has 4 legs
he has paws
he meowss
he is quite cute and adorable
we had dinner at garuda and i paid for it. coz it is supposed to be my birthday treat. it was around 67 dollars though and i find it quite cheap for the amount that we ate. we had
sambal udang petai, kangkung belacan, perkedel, ayam pop, sambal tempe teri, rendang sapi
it was such a nice meal and i have forgotten when was the last time i enjoy my meals so much. we also had free entertainment of mr firhad's jokes, complains and all sort of rubbish that can come ouf from him. i was so glad that he didnt PMS at all that day =D
at the end of the day we took a piicture. so wasted that handy wasnt inside. hmm he was to blamed anw hahas. coz he was talking on the phone... (oops dont be angry handy,, i was just joking)
ohwell the sultan is actually mr firhad something bin rohani... went to his house to fetch the majesty to the dinner. so sweet of him to help us booked the table at the restaurant..
went to his house. these were a few things we see down there :
living room with handy being some retarded blocking my view
a quick scenario of the living roomoverall its quite a nice house with simple yet nice design. give it 4/5. i have yet to see the bedrooms though.. and i really hope that my mom will allow me to stay there
ohya i have just met my brother yesterday. i realised i have another brother named max and i dont really want to revealed him to the whole world. basically for some few reasons below:
he has 4 legs
he has paws
he meowss
he is quite cute and adorable
we had dinner at garuda and i paid for it. coz it is supposed to be my birthday treat. it was around 67 dollars though and i find it quite cheap for the amount that we ate. we had
sambal udang petai, kangkung belacan, perkedel, ayam pop, sambal tempe teri, rendang sapi
it was such a nice meal and i have forgotten when was the last time i enjoy my meals so much. we also had free entertainment of mr firhad's jokes, complains and all sort of rubbish that can come ouf from him. i was so glad that he didnt PMS at all that day =D
at the end of the day we took a piicture. so wasted that handy wasnt inside. hmm he was to blamed anw hahas. coz he was talking on the phone... (oops dont be angry handy,, i was just joking)
Friday, September 14, 2007
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If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you wait for love and you're alone
If you call your friends nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They are free
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you
I'll never hide
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
===
i stayed over at claire house today supposeldly for my bday celebrations.
they were preparing some surprises for me, which is so called pot luck. ohwell everybidy suppose to bring one dish each.. and there was quite a lot of food., but sadly all finger foods. kids nowadays have no experience or whatsoever in cooking. so cant really expect much from them. ESPECIALLY those with maids, really take advantage of the situations. hmm i shall not reveal their identitiys. tho.. its very obvious who are those people!
venue: claire house
time: 1 pm but in the end starts at 3 pm. coz shengwei came LATE
people: claire jessica meifang christie grace jocelyn cheryl megan shengwei and SUPPOSEDLY handy
food: fries, sausages, egg sandwhich, potato salad, tuna pasta, seaweed chicken, chicken chunck, pizza, snacks, drinks!
do: games! movies! eat! sleepover!
i had a sleepover at claire's house, tho i was the only want to stayover. its a nice night with my darling, claire! and was so full for the whole day. i bet i put on a lot of weight! hahas.
claire has a lot of board games ranging from the drawing to hit miss to some wakeup queens 4d tic tac toe to rat-attack-cat games and police and thiefs.. i will not ever be bored at home if i were claire!
had the leftover for breakfasts cum lunch which was at ard 11 am then headed home for shower and prepared to go for my another bday celebration!
If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you wait for love and you're alone
If you call your friends nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They are free
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you
I'll never hide
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
===
i stayed over at claire house today supposeldly for my bday celebrations.
they were preparing some surprises for me, which is so called pot luck. ohwell everybidy suppose to bring one dish each.. and there was quite a lot of food., but sadly all finger foods. kids nowadays have no experience or whatsoever in cooking. so cant really expect much from them. ESPECIALLY those with maids, really take advantage of the situations. hmm i shall not reveal their identitiys. tho.. its very obvious who are those people!
venue: claire house
time: 1 pm but in the end starts at 3 pm. coz shengwei came LATE
people: claire jessica meifang christie grace jocelyn cheryl megan shengwei and SUPPOSEDLY handy
food: fries, sausages, egg sandwhich, potato salad, tuna pasta, seaweed chicken, chicken chunck, pizza, snacks, drinks!
do: games! movies! eat! sleepover!
i had a sleepover at claire's house, tho i was the only want to stayover. its a nice night with my darling, claire! and was so full for the whole day. i bet i put on a lot of weight! hahas.
claire has a lot of board games ranging from the drawing to hit miss to some wakeup queens 4d tic tac toe to rat-attack-cat games and police and thiefs.. i will not ever be bored at home if i were claire!
had the leftover for breakfasts cum lunch which was at ard 11 am then headed home for shower and prepared to go for my another bday celebration!
Sunday, September 09, 2007
they are really so cute together!
well i am very into them now. paticularly JULIAN CHEUNG.. as you know. he is my boyfriend!
CHARMAINE SHEH.. she is very capable yet she never show off and deep down very humble.
this is their wedding clip sponsored by mona lisa. ENJOY!
well i am very into them now. paticularly JULIAN CHEUNG.. as you know. he is my boyfriend!
CHARMAINE SHEH.. she is very capable yet she never show off and deep down very humble.
this is their wedding clip sponsored by mona lisa. ENJOY!
here i am again!
being motiavated by samuel the slay potato's blog. its amazing and really shocking to read his posts. he is very emo! pretty much like me! hahas well. we cant expect much from our lives.
i found out that me and my darling (samuel the slay potat0) very similar:
1. i want be cardiologist.
he wants to be heart surgeon which is specialist in heart too
2. i love singing
he loves that too and he might take singing as his career
3. i am not given much chance on that aspect
he is also quite deprived of it
soo.. we are going for some vocal and dance course tmr!
my darling signed us up for it. its gona be him, me, ben and my darling's friend!
actually i hesitated and felt like backing out for last minute, but... i think its the CHANCE
maybe god is giving us chance to show our talent! and maybe make our dream comes tru.
yea right. thats just what you think vinolia. wake up. dont dream anymore!
but if really tmr is our chance, we decide to film a movie called "The Chance" and i am so gonna be the lead actress. haahs. big fat hope i guess. oh well.
i am not really in the mood to talk about studies and i think i really screwed my holiday up by not doing anything! i really just cant concentrate! i need some remedy to really cure me i guess.
ok fine.
i did like 3 chapters of bio and i left 7 chapters left. i did 1 paper of chemistry and i dont think i m going to score that well for that paper.
thats all for the whole day. dont you think its just too pathetic.
hmmm talking about life.me and my roomate catched up with each other alot today..
simply talking about frens familys and also guys. hmm human error! haha ohwell.
hmmm we really talked alot. shld i write everything down? hahas.
are you happy when you are with your friends? is that your true happiness or its just that you enjoy the 'fun' of it? this is the question i am pondering right now that she had given me..
ohwell i think i knew wad does my heart says. but.. sometimes we are all in denial.....
being motiavated by samuel the slay potato's blog. its amazing and really shocking to read his posts. he is very emo! pretty much like me! hahas well. we cant expect much from our lives.
i found out that me and my darling (samuel the slay potat0) very similar:
1. i want be cardiologist.
he wants to be heart surgeon which is specialist in heart too
2. i love singing
he loves that too and he might take singing as his career
3. i am not given much chance on that aspect
he is also quite deprived of it
soo.. we are going for some vocal and dance course tmr!my darling signed us up for it. its gona be him, me, ben and my darling's friend!
actually i hesitated and felt like backing out for last minute, but... i think its the CHANCE
maybe god is giving us chance to show our talent! and maybe make our dream comes tru.
yea right. thats just what you think vinolia. wake up. dont dream anymore!
but if really tmr is our chance, we decide to film a movie called "The Chance" and i am so gonna be the lead actress. haahs. big fat hope i guess. oh well.
i am not really in the mood to talk about studies and i think i really screwed my holiday up by not doing anything! i really just cant concentrate! i need some remedy to really cure me i guess.
ok fine.
i did like 3 chapters of bio and i left 7 chapters left. i did 1 paper of chemistry and i dont think i m going to score that well for that paper.
thats all for the whole day. dont you think its just too pathetic.
hmmm talking about life.me and my roomate catched up with each other alot today..
simply talking about frens familys and also guys. hmm human error! haha ohwell.
hmmm we really talked alot. shld i write everything down? hahas.
are you happy when you are with your friends? is that your true happiness or its just that you enjoy the 'fun' of it? this is the question i am pondering right now that she had given me..
ohwell i think i knew wad does my heart says. but.. sometimes we are all in denial.....
Labels: is that your true happiness or its just that you enjoy the 'fun' of it?
Friday, September 07, 2007
if they were really together...
it has once again been a long time since i blog.
blogging its like an 'on' and 'off' stuff for me.
sometime i will feel like ranting my hearts out.
sometime i feel like there is no point in blogging. its just wasting precious times that i can use to study instead.
sometime i just cant express how am i feeling now and how i am going to write down here.
sometime, I JUST FEEL LIKE DOING IT! and here i am....
ohwell. this week has been quite fun yet disastrous. self distruction i can say. where i am in no mood to study during prelim period. mood swing then and now...
all i did was just having my fun and telling myself that there is always tmr to study, so i can just have fun for the time being. and it had continued for almost a week.
i am left with a few days to study and yet i am here. blogging....
i think i must also stop imagining stuff. its not good for me and my health. although sometime it can drift me away from this cruel reality, how i wish i m living in that world,where everything goes according to my plan and what i want, who i want to be with and everuthing its just so perfect.. woo. i know its impossible again, but who give a damn.. i can just imgaine it right., hahas.
as i typed all this, i cant stop thinking but to think that i am wasting time ranting all those stuff down here.. but i dont think i can talk to people about these sort of things. i rather not to. dont even know who can i trust... this world is just so different from outside world such as in australia. having been reading the magazine girlfriend. i am so motivated to go there. thinking that my life would change for the better..
I...
i dont even know why are we in this stage now,
i am sure none of us want this to happen,
i am sure you all din make the effort to,
i do. but what happen? i am even more disgusted.
i try to stop feeling that..
i cant help it. what can i do?
i try to confront...
i know it will not work out...
i keep quiet i hope for the best...
i am here. ranting however i feel.
i know you all din knw that.
i am glad coz..
i dont know what todo.
i tell myself i should salvage this friendship of ours.
i refuse to.
i want to.
i am confuse..
is it even worth it?
this friendship its just so superficial...
it has once again been a long time since i blog.
blogging its like an 'on' and 'off' stuff for me.
sometime i will feel like ranting my hearts out.
sometime i feel like there is no point in blogging. its just wasting precious times that i can use to study instead.
sometime i just cant express how am i feeling now and how i am going to write down here.
sometime, I JUST FEEL LIKE DOING IT! and here i am....
ohwell. this week has been quite fun yet disastrous. self distruction i can say. where i am in no mood to study during prelim period. mood swing then and now...
all i did was just having my fun and telling myself that there is always tmr to study, so i can just have fun for the time being. and it had continued for almost a week.
i am left with a few days to study and yet i am here. blogging....
i think i must also stop imagining stuff. its not good for me and my health. although sometime it can drift me away from this cruel reality, how i wish i m living in that world,where everything goes according to my plan and what i want, who i want to be with and everuthing its just so perfect.. woo. i know its impossible again, but who give a damn.. i can just imgaine it right., hahas.
as i typed all this, i cant stop thinking but to think that i am wasting time ranting all those stuff down here.. but i dont think i can talk to people about these sort of things. i rather not to. dont even know who can i trust... this world is just so different from outside world such as in australia. having been reading the magazine girlfriend. i am so motivated to go there. thinking that my life would change for the better..
I...
i dont even know why are we in this stage now,
i am sure none of us want this to happen,
i am sure you all din make the effort to,
i do. but what happen? i am even more disgusted.
i try to stop feeling that..
i cant help it. what can i do?
i try to confront...
i know it will not work out...
i keep quiet i hope for the best...
i am here. ranting however i feel.
i know you all din knw that.
i am glad coz..
i dont know what todo.
i tell myself i should salvage this friendship of ours.
i refuse to.
i want to.
i am confuse..
is it even worth it?
this friendship its just so superficial...
Labels: is it worth salvaging?