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Vinolia Sim
Chayemba
16.09.1991
TK&SD Sutomo 1
FMSS 1b 2d 3f 4f
SP Biomedical Science




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Thursday, January 31, 2008


I miss you so much.
your face
your laughter
your voice
your advice
your stupid jokes
your appearance

droplets of tears streamed down my cheek. staring at my watch as i typed the words on the keypad.
My brain is fulled of those memories of us together.. the time we spent together as a very good fren, siblings. those moments will never come back again..
why didnt i send him of, the thought of it haunted my brain..
i still havent give him his present and all the things that i owed him :
30bux for the kbox
photocopy card
cafe galilie drink
the picture of the toilet bowl at my previous house
neoprints that we took together
chocolate filled crackers

i should have be more decisive and never to let my sleepiness rule over me.
i cant stop thinking of him.. the thought of not seeing him again for a very long time, years, decades or even the rest of my life sadden me so much..
i regreted for sleeping for another few hours for the first time in my life and yet there is nothing i can do now....

handy, i just want you to know that :
you are the best god bro i have ever had in my life
the best friend (even though sometime u were childish and pissed me off)
the best adviser (tell me off when i was wrong)
and this is going to continue even though we are not going to see each other anymore...

and i thank God for this,
amen

the last moments with himm

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Monday, January 07, 2008

I dont understand
what is happening with me
the feeling tha bears inside burning with fire.
nevertheless left to fade away...

i have been wanting to say out
what my heart feels
but i know
that will put our relationship at stake...

so many years of friendship
so many years of you and me
it is just pure fantasy
coz it will ruin everything if i let go of it...

do you ever fell the same?
I keep telling myself you do
from all your actions
that made me carried away...

it is just so hard to believe
that i will feel that way
will it last for long?
or will it just last soon?

to know how you feel
is what my heart yearns
to be with you
is all i ever wanted...

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