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Vinolia Sim
Chayemba
16.09.1991
TK&SD Sutomo 1
FMSS 1b 2d 3f 4f
SP Biomedical Science
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Friday, February 01, 2008
what am i going todo in my life?
that is something i have to ponder.. many people said i get a good result.,12 pointer yes compared to some other people out there... but when compared to my own friends, my own classmates, my own school friends, i am actually the bottom fews. let me share what are my school standard this year : 3 pp who got 9 distictions 16 pp who got 8 distinctions 20 pp who got 7 distinctions that is all i need to show.i dont even need to count those who gto 6 distinctions. and look at me, 3 distinctions. what is there to compare with the rest of my schoolmates? jc students taking A level? poly students getting a diploma degree? forensic scientist? business woman? biomedical resercher? musician? okay. for now i like forensics. but there i dont have any chances of studying what i like. simply because: we have insufficient income to support my education in australia there isnt any forensic courses here in singapore. Although i would still like to put up my hopes for education in australia, but i know i need God's miracle for this to happen. i keep praying, believing that that day will come.. i love singing... do i have the talent? i have yet to find out.. sometimes i think i have, but on the other times i feel like i am just a sore loser who doesnt even have the skill to sing and yet still dare to dream that one day i will become a famous singer or actress. i like to improvise music and play pop music, but i wasnt thought during my piano lessons. if i want, i will have to pay an extra 320 to go for the special course in musicianship and my parents didnt allow me to go for the course.. i felt that my music life just stopped revolving the moment my mum said NO. now i seem to have no idea what todo with my life besides going to jc and study those useless subjects for the next two years, but what todo.. i dont have any other choices, do i? now money seems to be the roots of my problems. will it shatter my dream? to many people, i am a very happy and rich young lady who always get what she wants. now if people were to read this post, will they still have the same mindset of me? Labels: dreams are shattered |