where should i really go now?
what am i going todo with my life?

poly?
JC?
come to think of it it is really scary that i am left with less than 1 week, to be exact 5 days to enjoy myself before suffering the JC life. Time flows and float away so fast. I just spent the last 1 whole month doing practically nothing, execpt going out, have fun, rotting, partying, splurging on unknown stuffs,running and doing all sorts of thing. EVERYTHING but studying and playing piano.
It is really scary to think that 1 month has actually pass and i didnt even achieve anything in that period of time.
I regretted for not practicing piano regularly and worse i havent even bought the piano exam skills book which i was supposed to buy 2 weeks ago and practiced at least 80percent of the syllabus. COme to think of it, I dissapointed my teacher so much.. I felt regretful, but what can i do now? practically NOTHING coz i am going to see her in merely 2 days time..

Now, come to the choice that i have to make between poly and jc.
90percent i would get into CJC if i would to wait for the JAE posting result to come out. With the l1r5 of 12 i should be able to get into CJC easily and i had even put 1st choice.
but now, i am being doubtful of whether should i or should i not go to jc and spend the rest of my 2 years there.

the reasons are:
-JC life is damn freaking stressful (more white hair by the end of 2years)
-the subs that we are going to study is not really relavant to what we are going to do in our life (since i want to take a forensic course next time)
-JC requires us to wear uniform to school and proper attire such as 70% white colour shoes, neatly pinned fringe (i would have to start pinning my hair which sucks like hell)
-studying in JC is very time consuming (not to include our CCAs)
-Need to wake up very early (even though cjc is just 1 stp away frm my house,i still dont like the idea of having to wake up like 6 in the morning everyday and go to school compared to those poly people who have a more flexible timetable which doesnt require one to wake up 6 in the morning)
-lesser cute guys? (can this even be considered as a reason?)

FATALITY TEEHEEE>...............

thus studying in poly will give us a more hands on project and research about our real life and so on... flexible schedule, lesser hectic life, earn money coz u can work...
HOWEVER....
-I am not sure on the course that i am going to take if i were to go poly, OKay, most probably i will be going to SP becoz the courses there are generaally better compared to other polys.
But i am nt sure whether BIOMED is the right course for me even though they offer histological techniques in which they will teach you about helping a forensic surger in cutting off the dead body and so on -->very useful to my carreer nxt time.
-What if i change my mind about what i want to do next time, maybe i am no longer interested in forensic? or lifesciences? will the 3 years of poly education be a waste?
yes it will definetly be (",)

Dear Lord, I would like to pray for guidance in choosing the course that i want to take, it can be JC or even POLY, I will choose whichever course that God has decide upon for i know that U have made this decision for a PURPOSE, which is to prosper me and not to harm me.. for my own future and my best interestss.. So GOd, please tell me what todo and guide me through this crisis.
Thank you for your abundant love Lord

In Jesus name i pray,

amen

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