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Vinolia Sim
Chayemba
16.09.1991
TK&SD Sutomo 1
FMSS 1b 2d 3f 4f
SP Biomedical Science




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Monday, October 13, 2008

i am fucking tired of these things
your continuous nag
your attitude sicken me
i rebelled i argued
coz i don' t think its my fault

why cant i fucking control my emotion.
why cant i just say yes to whatever she says.
why cant i just pretend that i m wrong and agrees with whatever she says.
why cant i just listen to her nag without rebelling
why cant i just plainly listen to her
why cant i just.....................

she is my mom. my f***king mum.
i need to stop this
the feeling of guilt cloud over me
but my personality stopped me from feeling that way
a personality that
will never allow me be nagged at if i feel that i am right.

i need to change that personality of mine
that attitude of mine
that just isn't right and respectful
that doesn't reflect a child of God.

"I pray Oh Lord that you will change me, change my personality, change my attitude towards my mom , towards other people. Let me portray a child of God, what he/she should be like. Let me be a righteous person that people will look up to. Let me change that bad habit of mine and let the holy spirit change me inside out. Thank you God for understanding me so well and love me as much as You love your Son, Amen"