A life that is once cherished

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

The feeling you got when you are sitting, and facing your laptop in Starbucks, blogging, its amazing. Its like a sudden inspiration that falls onto you, to blog one again.

I have lost the touch of blogging, the way i describe how I feel, it is no longer the same as how it used to be. And I seriously need to improve on that.

I miss how direct and honest I was to myself last time. It was much better then, when you just simply live through your life, treasuring every single thing you possessed, without critizing and trying to find fault in every single thing around you. - thats what happened to me during my hiatus.

I tried to blog, but it couldn't be my daily routine. It was always on and off. just like how I lived my life for the past 1 year or so. I am slowly getting tired of all of those uncertainties which was self-inflicted. The same goes to my boyfriend. I didn't treasure him, until the point when I was close to losing him did I realise that I actually cant live without him. That struck me real hard.

Pharmacology papers are finally over today. Open book test was amazingly alright, despite needing more time and rushing through the last few questions with few words answers. I was glad that I could refer most of the answers from the internet and I hope that what I had written was correct. Closed book test afterwards was disappointing getting only 14/20, while most of the classmates got at least 16 and beyond. Getting this kind of results always demoralize me, maybe due to the fact that I studied pretty hard for this. Why is it that I always get such result?!

Fuck it. On the lighter note, I am finally going to meet Nina after so long! We were supposed to meet last week for dance and also class outing, but she was down with bad bad flu, and she was not fit at all to step out of house, well IMAGINE.. the severity of her flu... (not that we dont know that youre down with flu 300+day per year). Oh, how I feel so evil now..

So, I am gonna continue to study my clinical chem while waiting for her to come.


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