pissed pissed thats all i can describe how i am feeling now
from teacher to mother to studies to PIANO to friends to everything in this freaking life. hmmm
but i am glad that God has helped me not in every situations, but in some

yes, i didnt get my appreciation cert while almost everybody got it. my name was not inside the founders day booklet. i would have thought maybe i had gotten merit instead of appreciation, but the thought of that is freaking me out when i realised that i didnt get any cert at all
all for my 4 years of contribution in band. all the shit reason why i argue with my mum, BAND. why i spent so little time on studies, BAND. where i sacrifice my time with my family in indo, BAND. and what the shit did i get at the end of the day? nothing. the end.

a friend of mine whom didnt even go for his/her training, not in schoool team and alwaays pon most of the cca get the damn bloody aprrecitaion. it is not about getting your distinction or merit or pass, its about whether have your contributions to the band worth that certificate or not.
is there such word as fair in the dictionary?

lets get the real picture of what is happening.
either my form teacher is not happy with me
or she hates me
or she is biased towards me
or she wants to sabo me
or she do it for fun
or she really thing that i dont deserve even an appreciation.
well even i dont know the real stories behind it., but what ms ng told me is that i didnt get through the rounds and the most obvious reason is her. the one who even called overseas just to complain about my damn hair and my journal. if i am the one who didnt pass up the journal i would gladly let her call my mum but now we are talking about half of the populations in my class! its an establish fact.

yes i can even say i didnt bother sucking up to her. i will be as suck as her.

Labels: band? nothing at all

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