<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/18252542?origin\x3dhttp://vulnerable-vii.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Vinolia Sim
Chayemba
16.09.1991
TK&SD Sutomo 1
FMSS 1b 2d 3f 4f
SP Biomedical Science




*high voltage content
*craziness
*EMO alert!
*no empty stomach
*parental guidance
*flooding of feelings


Bituwin - template
Dementee - image


If you think you can, you can!

Sunday, August 26, 2007

"When You're Gone"

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah


Labels:



yay. 1 week of prelim had eventually passed. it seemed so fast and i am confident with mysef. or am i just comforting myself?
ss was hard. i knew i screwed up
history was ohkay. i hope for the best
english was nice! i am confident
e math not bad. no comment
a math so so. MUSnt do any careless mistakes
physics sorry ms ong. i gave up the day before you know.
bio prac i love kiwi and drawing KIWIS too=)

its going to be a tough week next week where i am having my piano exam the day before bio and amath. i gota pray hard that i have time to finish revising bio and a math by then to think i still need to practice piano like some mad cow..
today i hadnt been doing much. got really pissed of with myself for not doing anything.
wasted 2 hrs travelling from katong back home. damn why must she go back to indonesia...
supposed to complete my chem and bio. but in the end didnt do anything. and i have only one day left which is tmr.
will i use my time wisely tmr? i really hope i will.

i didnt know what happen to me. i have think to much. nono its not what you think it is... stop thinking that way.. you r just making yourself feel good =0 but who cares....
freaky. i must stop imagining stuff, oh no vinolia what had happen to you. come to think of it, its quite yucky and it really freak me up. ah. damn.
ah i got motivation to go for exam! and working hard too! but hope it will end soon... =/

it has been a long time since i blog. but i guess i will update more next time. i find it wasting time blogging nw. i shld have used the time to study, even though i know i will not. but stilll... need to make myself feel good right. ohwell anw i am really looking forward to my birthday. its in a few weeks time..... after the prelim.. whoots

Labels:


Thursday, August 09, 2007

pissed pissed thats all i can describe how i am feeling now
from teacher to mother to studies to PIANO to friends to everything in this freaking life. hmmm
but i am glad that God has helped me not in every situations, but in some

yes, i didnt get my appreciation cert while almost everybody got it. my name was not inside the founders day booklet. i would have thought maybe i had gotten merit instead of appreciation, but the thought of that is freaking me out when i realised that i didnt get any cert at all
all for my 4 years of contribution in band. all the shit reason why i argue with my mum, BAND. why i spent so little time on studies, BAND. where i sacrifice my time with my family in indo, BAND. and what the shit did i get at the end of the day? nothing. the end.

a friend of mine whom didnt even go for his/her training, not in schoool team and alwaays pon most of the cca get the damn bloody aprrecitaion. it is not about getting your distinction or merit or pass, its about whether have your contributions to the band worth that certificate or not.
is there such word as fair in the dictionary?

lets get the real picture of what is happening.
either my form teacher is not happy with me
or she hates me
or she is biased towards me
or she wants to sabo me
or she do it for fun
or she really thing that i dont deserve even an appreciation.
well even i dont know the real stories behind it., but what ms ng told me is that i didnt get through the rounds and the most obvious reason is her. the one who even called overseas just to complain about my damn hair and my journal. if i am the one who didnt pass up the journal i would gladly let her call my mum but now we are talking about half of the populations in my class! its an establish fact.

yes i can even say i didnt bother sucking up to her. i will be as suck as her.

Labels: