showing this kind of attitude just isnt right for people like you who goes to church.
i am very straight here. i am not going to rant about bullshit stuff like some of the people.
but i cant stand it anymore....
it is just so childish of you to do this kind of thing...
creating a bad image of me with other people eh?
or is it just you who have something against me?
or maybe ur just arent satisfied?
brag? oh hell yeah. i can sing damn well are u satisfied now? are u jealous that u cant sing as good as me? obviously so right...
well. if you r not very good at ur english, let me tell u what brag really it is boasting....
ok let us see whether do i really like to brag.. u can ask all those who knows me and if they say yes, i guess i dont even know about myself after living on this earth for 17years. i ought to be ashame of myself then..

what did i do? wah went to grab a mic? but the mic is lying down on the floor. and you guys werent really singing yet. is there any rule that state 'grabbing a mic from the ground is a sin, and thou shlall be punished in hell?' no right? so whats wrong here?
isee isee. i like to boast that i can sing and want to show off infornt of people?
ok i think i got what you mean... well.. i dont
if i do. i will just go and solo infornt of you guys.. i was just mouthing the song as i couldnt even sing the bloody song. oops no vulgar lag here.
fine.... what about 'a' she did grab the mic too. why dont u also have something against her? why dont u say that she like to brag and boast and show off too?
some people just have a passion for singing. and that doesnt mean that we are good at it or we want to show it of..

ok i did say that i m good at singing. but cant u tell it was just a sacarstic remark? oh maybe ur too sacarstic and thus u wuldnt notice this kind of sacarsm anymore eh? if i am good at singing, i wouldnt even tell people i am good at it. i will just show it off right. action speaks louder than word, do u even know that? cant u take jokes?
i will only joke with people i regard as friend. do you think one will just go out to stranger and boast about how great they are? no right?
now i dont get it. the whole thing was meant to be a sacarstic thing. singing in fusion? if i really mean it, i will be in it now wouldnt i? but why am i still not there? coz i didint mean it..
and besides. whats wrong with wanting to sing in fusion? is that a sin? that is suppose to be a great thing right? serving god? is that anything wrong with wanting to serve god? so? wads the big deal here? shouldnt people congratulate me instead of mocking me from behind?

i still rmb there was once in school when i told my pastor that i would like to join the chapel band and guess wad did he say.
'oh vinolia! that is great! you can use music to serve god and grow in it. i really encourage you to do that'
see the difference now?
well there are alot of people who asked me whether am i interested in joining the music ministry, and guess what i told them.
'maybe now is not the right time, i am still quite new in the church and i dont even know whether i can commit or not.. '
if i really want to show off, i would have say yes to all of them and i would have been in the ministry by now.... ohwell.

my friend even told me to apologise to you guys. wth i dont even know my mistake and i am suppose to apologise? admit to the things that i didnt do? sorry.
i am not jesus. i cant be like him.. i m just a normal human being, whatmore a baby christian.
if that is so, i rather not have friend like u all. it is just not worth it right?
what will i get in return?maybe another mocking? and destruction of my image?
what do you think i am? do i even look like i care now
maybe god is trying to tell me something here eh?
thus i will just read in between the lines. =)

sorry for the ranting up there...
havent rant for quite sometime eh. hahahas.

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