Vinolia Sim
Chayemba
16.09.1991
TK&SD Sutomo 1
FMSS 1b 2d 3f 4f
SP Biomedical Science
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Thursday, April 24, 2008
none but you
i just feel it again!
the fire burning inside me..
none but you
who kept it going....
i had that feeling
that you feel it too
but i dont dare to think much
as i have been disapointed b4...
we are from diff worlds
but we hve common thing
worlds are far apart
wad is the use of that common word?
i have motivation
togo to the place everyday
i know its indifferent to you
whether am i there or not.
its just a little hope inside me
that keep me going
all these while
none, but you......
i just feel it again!
the fire burning inside me..
none but you
who kept it going....
i had that feeling
that you feel it too
but i dont dare to think much
as i have been disapointed b4...
we are from diff worlds
but we hve common thing
worlds are far apart
wad is the use of that common word?
i have motivation
togo to the place everyday
i know its indifferent to you
whether am i there or not.
its just a little hope inside me
that keep me going
all these while
none, but you......
Labels: none but you
alot of people have been asking me to update my blog!
so i guess i m gona do it now!
okays these few days or rather almost one week, i have been having ( yes its stil going on) a very bad health days! lol at 1st my throat wasnt feeling nice, then nose started getting irritating and in the end, COUGH.. last but not least , my precious VOICE! bloody hell! ahhh
i hate it when i lose my voice. its likeee losing ur virginity! ooops bad comparison. hahas
but seriously, it is damn freaking LOW now la...
then i didint meet alot of my frens during weekend coz of that stupid feverish feeling!
sorry ko ROY! i have been cancelling our movie for like zillions of times!
sorry LOUIS! my daddy suddenly come here and he need pass me sth mah! so i couldnt make it!
sorry my fellow THE YELLOW BRICKS, or fang2gang or wadever it is! i couldnt make it to wcp that sunday, was feeling damn sick inside of me lah. in the end wasted the whole of sunday doing nothing lor... ah watch DVD and sleeping the whole day =( i miss you guyss le. =(=(=(=(
okayys enough ranting!
CLS IS MY LIFE =) okayy that sounds really sacarstic! i was still wondering whether shld i join cls club! i know its gona be fun, BUT.....
1. i also want to join ISC club! alot of indos there =)
2. i love BAND! and have been in love with band eversince!
3. i want to learn VIOLA! coz it can build up ur left hand muscle!
4. i want to join SCUBA DIVING! coz its ubber fun! and want to upgrade my lisence..
5. i want to join DRAMA! coz my dream is tobecome an actress!
6. i want to join theCHINESE CULTURAL CLUB! coz i can sing down there! and its my dream too to bcome a singer =)
7. i want to join 1 sport! coz sport can make me fit! lol the CLS captain ball team is damn zai lar. there is no hope for me to join them =(
i m so screwed now! out of all the 8 ccas, i can only join max 2 lor. or maybe 3? but it will be damn stressed and tiring la! sumore i m opting for the MC for assistant PR for the CLS club and pp like TAN BAO REN is joining! so i guess i will only have a very slim chance to get into MCs lor. just pray hard then...
after the CLS recrutment drive thingy, stayed back to see the captainball teams played..
lucky i didnt join them or else i would have make a fool of myself during the game =(
all of them are ex netballers.. wad can ya expect??
when they played, some of us ran around the track coz we gt nth todo!
at first we did a few round of sprinting! okays it was totaly bulshit! coz evelyn was like shouting all the way! lol and mega too. then we jog around the track with evelyn mega and chirstian shoeless. gosh! i pity their feet.....
then me and mega went to practice throwing balls! okays it sounds lame, but really! i need to practice man! i jus found out that my hands dont have energy! lol. and it hit my specs!lol
its good =) i have chance to go optometry! our schl one! ( some of u all know what i mean ) hahahhahahahahhahhahahhahhahahahahahahhahahahhaahhaha
then -> we waited for them fr so long to eat dinner! had dinner at clementi and it was like 9+ when we started eating! mebaorenwenyasheralinjonathanchristian shared the 4 plates of dish and it cost ard 8 bux per person! it was cheap lar! considering u had kangkong, sweet sour pork,hotplate and omellete! lol aini was our entertainment in the table.. i was so quiet coz i didnt want to strain my voice! it was getting better, but i shouted too much in the aft! gosh!
i tried nt to laugh at the jokes as i sound disgusting. esp when sheralin just laughed out for no reason! okayy shit i m talking abt my voicce again! lol.
anw went home after that... in the bus with mega again... as per normal...
okay i shall stp till here 1st... coz i have just lost my inspiration to write suddenly..
do not judge others and you will not be judge matthew 7:1
i find this phrase reallly USEFLULL and maybe it will too to some people! God bless!
so i guess i m gona do it now!
okays these few days or rather almost one week, i have been having ( yes its stil going on) a very bad health days! lol at 1st my throat wasnt feeling nice, then nose started getting irritating and in the end, COUGH.. last but not least , my precious VOICE! bloody hell! ahhh
i hate it when i lose my voice. its likeee losing ur virginity! ooops bad comparison. hahas
but seriously, it is damn freaking LOW now la...
then i didint meet alot of my frens during weekend coz of that stupid feverish feeling!
sorry ko ROY! i have been cancelling our movie for like zillions of times!
sorry LOUIS! my daddy suddenly come here and he need pass me sth mah! so i couldnt make it!
sorry my fellow THE YELLOW BRICKS, or fang2gang or wadever it is! i couldnt make it to wcp that sunday, was feeling damn sick inside of me lah. in the end wasted the whole of sunday doing nothing lor... ah watch DVD and sleeping the whole day =( i miss you guyss le. =(=(=(=(
okayys enough ranting!
CLS IS MY LIFE =) okayy that sounds really sacarstic! i was still wondering whether shld i join cls club! i know its gona be fun, BUT.....
1. i also want to join ISC club! alot of indos there =)
2. i love BAND! and have been in love with band eversince!
3. i want to learn VIOLA! coz it can build up ur left hand muscle!
4. i want to join SCUBA DIVING! coz its ubber fun! and want to upgrade my lisence..
5. i want to join DRAMA! coz my dream is tobecome an actress!
6. i want to join theCHINESE CULTURAL CLUB! coz i can sing down there! and its my dream too to bcome a singer =)
7. i want to join 1 sport! coz sport can make me fit! lol the CLS captain ball team is damn zai lar. there is no hope for me to join them =(
i m so screwed now! out of all the 8 ccas, i can only join max 2 lor. or maybe 3? but it will be damn stressed and tiring la! sumore i m opting for the MC for assistant PR for the CLS club and pp like TAN BAO REN is joining! so i guess i will only have a very slim chance to get into MCs lor. just pray hard then...
after the CLS recrutment drive thingy, stayed back to see the captainball teams played..
lucky i didnt join them or else i would have make a fool of myself during the game =(
all of them are ex netballers.. wad can ya expect??
when they played, some of us ran around the track coz we gt nth todo!
at first we did a few round of sprinting! okays it was totaly bulshit! coz evelyn was like shouting all the way! lol and mega too. then we jog around the track with evelyn mega and chirstian shoeless. gosh! i pity their feet.....
then me and mega went to practice throwing balls! okays it sounds lame, but really! i need to practice man! i jus found out that my hands dont have energy! lol. and it hit my specs!lol
its good =) i have chance to go optometry! our schl one! ( some of u all know what i mean ) hahahhahahahahhahhahahhahhahahahahahahhahahahhaahhaha
then -> we waited for them fr so long to eat dinner! had dinner at clementi and it was like 9+ when we started eating! mebaorenwenyasheralinjonathanchristian shared the 4 plates of dish and it cost ard 8 bux per person! it was cheap lar! considering u had kangkong, sweet sour pork,hotplate and omellete! lol aini was our entertainment in the table.. i was so quiet coz i didnt want to strain my voice! it was getting better, but i shouted too much in the aft! gosh!
i tried nt to laugh at the jokes as i sound disgusting. esp when sheralin just laughed out for no reason! okayy shit i m talking abt my voicce again! lol.
anw went home after that... in the bus with mega again... as per normal...
okay i shall stp till here 1st... coz i have just lost my inspiration to write suddenly..
do not judge others and you will not be judge matthew 7:1
i find this phrase reallly USEFLULL and maybe it will too to some people! God bless!
Labels: blog updated
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
showing this kind of attitude just isnt right for people like you who goes to church.
i am very straight here. i am not going to rant about bullshit stuff like some of the people.
but i cant stand it anymore....
it is just so childish of you to do this kind of thing...
creating a bad image of me with other people eh?
or is it just you who have something against me?
or maybe ur just arent satisfied?
brag? oh hell yeah. i can sing damn well are u satisfied now? are u jealous that u cant sing as good as me? obviously so right...
well. if you r not very good at ur english, let me tell u what brag really it is boasting....
ok let us see whether do i really like to brag.. u can ask all those who knows me and if they say yes, i guess i dont even know about myself after living on this earth for 17years. i ought to be ashame of myself then..
what did i do? wah went to grab a mic? but the mic is lying down on the floor. and you guys werent really singing yet. is there any rule that state 'grabbing a mic from the ground is a sin, and thou shlall be punished in hell?' no right? so whats wrong here?
isee isee. i like to boast that i can sing and want to show off infornt of people?
ok i think i got what you mean... well.. i dont
if i do. i will just go and solo infornt of you guys.. i was just mouthing the song as i couldnt even sing the bloody song. oops no vulgar lag here.
fine.... what about 'a' she did grab the mic too. why dont u also have something against her? why dont u say that she like to brag and boast and show off too?
some people just have a passion for singing. and that doesnt mean that we are good at it or we want to show it of..
ok i did say that i m good at singing. but cant u tell it was just a sacarstic remark? oh maybe ur too sacarstic and thus u wuldnt notice this kind of sacarsm anymore eh? if i am good at singing, i wouldnt even tell people i am good at it. i will just show it off right. action speaks louder than word, do u even know that? cant u take jokes?
i will only joke with people i regard as friend. do you think one will just go out to stranger and boast about how great they are? no right?
now i dont get it. the whole thing was meant to be a sacarstic thing. singing in fusion? if i really mean it, i will be in it now wouldnt i? but why am i still not there? coz i didint mean it..
and besides. whats wrong with wanting to sing in fusion? is that a sin? that is suppose to be a great thing right? serving god? is that anything wrong with wanting to serve god? so? wads the big deal here? shouldnt people congratulate me instead of mocking me from behind?
i still rmb there was once in school when i told my pastor that i would like to join the chapel band and guess wad did he say.
'oh vinolia! that is great! you can use music to serve god and grow in it. i really encourage you to do that'
see the difference now?
well there are alot of people who asked me whether am i interested in joining the music ministry, and guess what i told them.
'maybe now is not the right time, i am still quite new in the church and i dont even know whether i can commit or not.. '
if i really want to show off, i would have say yes to all of them and i would have been in the ministry by now.... ohwell.
my friend even told me to apologise to you guys. wth i dont even know my mistake and i am suppose to apologise? admit to the things that i didnt do? sorry.
i am not jesus. i cant be like him.. i m just a normal human being, whatmore a baby christian.
if that is so, i rather not have friend like u all. it is just not worth it right?
what will i get in return?maybe another mocking? and destruction of my image?
what do you think i am? do i even look like i care now
maybe god is trying to tell me something here eh?
thus i will just read in between the lines. =)
sorry for the ranting up there...
havent rant for quite sometime eh. hahahas.
i am very straight here. i am not going to rant about bullshit stuff like some of the people.
but i cant stand it anymore....
it is just so childish of you to do this kind of thing...
creating a bad image of me with other people eh?
or is it just you who have something against me?
or maybe ur just arent satisfied?
brag? oh hell yeah. i can sing damn well are u satisfied now? are u jealous that u cant sing as good as me? obviously so right...
well. if you r not very good at ur english, let me tell u what brag really it is boasting....
ok let us see whether do i really like to brag.. u can ask all those who knows me and if they say yes, i guess i dont even know about myself after living on this earth for 17years. i ought to be ashame of myself then..
what did i do? wah went to grab a mic? but the mic is lying down on the floor. and you guys werent really singing yet. is there any rule that state 'grabbing a mic from the ground is a sin, and thou shlall be punished in hell?' no right? so whats wrong here?
isee isee. i like to boast that i can sing and want to show off infornt of people?
ok i think i got what you mean... well.. i dont
if i do. i will just go and solo infornt of you guys.. i was just mouthing the song as i couldnt even sing the bloody song. oops no vulgar lag here.
fine.... what about 'a' she did grab the mic too. why dont u also have something against her? why dont u say that she like to brag and boast and show off too?
some people just have a passion for singing. and that doesnt mean that we are good at it or we want to show it of..
ok i did say that i m good at singing. but cant u tell it was just a sacarstic remark? oh maybe ur too sacarstic and thus u wuldnt notice this kind of sacarsm anymore eh? if i am good at singing, i wouldnt even tell people i am good at it. i will just show it off right. action speaks louder than word, do u even know that? cant u take jokes?
i will only joke with people i regard as friend. do you think one will just go out to stranger and boast about how great they are? no right?
now i dont get it. the whole thing was meant to be a sacarstic thing. singing in fusion? if i really mean it, i will be in it now wouldnt i? but why am i still not there? coz i didint mean it..
and besides. whats wrong with wanting to sing in fusion? is that a sin? that is suppose to be a great thing right? serving god? is that anything wrong with wanting to serve god? so? wads the big deal here? shouldnt people congratulate me instead of mocking me from behind?
i still rmb there was once in school when i told my pastor that i would like to join the chapel band and guess wad did he say.
'oh vinolia! that is great! you can use music to serve god and grow in it. i really encourage you to do that'
see the difference now?
well there are alot of people who asked me whether am i interested in joining the music ministry, and guess what i told them.
'maybe now is not the right time, i am still quite new in the church and i dont even know whether i can commit or not.. '
if i really want to show off, i would have say yes to all of them and i would have been in the ministry by now.... ohwell.
my friend even told me to apologise to you guys. wth i dont even know my mistake and i am suppose to apologise? admit to the things that i didnt do? sorry.
i am not jesus. i cant be like him.. i m just a normal human being, whatmore a baby christian.
if that is so, i rather not have friend like u all. it is just not worth it right?
what will i get in return?maybe another mocking? and destruction of my image?
what do you think i am? do i even look like i care now
maybe god is trying to tell me something here eh?
thus i will just read in between the lines. =)
sorry for the ranting up there...
havent rant for quite sometime eh. hahahas.
Labels: bragging =)